- letters & words. -

-2012

2012-02-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

hey babes. so 2011 passed
so cny passed
so its new sem again
so its results-releasing date.
so freakin out fml.

ran into a Bunch of people these days.

gosh forgot how much i miss them

high school friends rocks. yay.

anyway. great cny.
n this holiday i think i went kl 3 times dy. .in a month.= =
<3 the life there.... remember when in a levels, i keep mouthing bout sure i would go kl study...
at last stuck at kedah haha.

nvm. met sum great ppl n sum bastards too.
may the new year bring new wish to u all.
happy go lucky my dears. !

xun 's coming back in may, can't wait. <3

halo.

2012-01-11T07:34:00.000-08:00

wah since when i blogged. hmm first sem passed..
so fast right.
yaiks

many happened
ljlim. ihatechu.
deng still need to be bff with u after all this.
felt like slapping u sometime.

nvm.
wait may xun come back.
he s always been so good. and i really miss those time together i guess.
have to wait till next sem then. all the best!
may i be more pretty n rich n have good grades this year!

OH YEA.,crap. i needa shop. seriously.

ego

2011-11-20T08:51:00.000-08:00

egoism rising lj keep say me...
我承认

妈的心里就是不舒服
人家都有女友了
还犯贱

哈哈
他不会知道的

只想发泄

再见了
你是我的沈佳仪 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz fml
jm.

signing off. finals jia you to myself.
fuck yea.

- untitled

2011-10-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

damn

why i still care. its about ......

4 years ago ady.

wow u mean this much to me

*shock even to myself.

hmm.... i ll let it pass.

wish u good luck in everythg

xoxox

i still remember everythg.

20 / 8 =(

2011-08-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

a week passed in aimst. .
fast yea........\
still no roomate for me. . . meanwhile share the whole room / house for myself...
because i never saw my housemates either...
wonder are they on holidays. .
hmm...

still cant get a lil lappy. .
get bored and lazy on campus.
*slaps.

btw. just wan tell someone if he really reads my blog.
dont act like u dont care.
....................

speechless really.
all the best ! and take care.
imy

aimst

2011-08-16T01:31:00.001-07:00

wooooo

emo -ness all shake shake away except that i haven had a lappy here

btw he's leaving this fri. so.....its complicated

here all gao ppl.....

needa fight to be on top!!!

all the best to me

sien

2011-07-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

sien.

say good things give shoot gao gao.
fine
whatever u like

=S

2011-06-30T06:26:00.001-07:00

maybe

time proves it all.

booming simple plan and trying to keep busy as not to think anything...

gonna focus on coming PCE exam.

ciaoz.

imy

烦

2011-06-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

哇
心血来潮想打华语
很闷，真的超级闷
没办法在家又不能出去

我要快快去 uni！！
烦着大学事，看到朋友post 有得去 unl 。。。
down 罢了
叔叔问我要不要去香港
but closingdate 过料
你讲我惨不惨
应该taylor 吧七月就开学料，
要酱快咩，还没vacation 还没enjoy 够还没 meet 够朋友

今天几够力一下，睡到天昏地暗
没天没夜
谁叫我一整天没出去。。。

不能料明天肯定会出去
死都出。 lol
lifeless wei

-dibs

2011-05-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

ok now.... ignore the round face. . focus on the baby =) niece btw

haagan daaz during mothers day .love them both mum and kaima.

they're the best LOTSA SMOOCHES!

don laugh. two patrics i snap whn i study till gong gong. .

hmm i cant remember who gave me the small one....been ages. or is it i bought myself =X

my boo.

this sui !

my hair cant long. stupid

hmm. saw pirates

saw kung fu panda. . .

aww panda is cute. . .

can i see insidious? jior me anyone. .

btw, im addicted to How i Met your mother series. .

seriously its hilarious.

u guys should check it out.

i love barney...

i think i got barney-ism . .

so long for now.

will update more after finals. which is...

can i say next wednesday?

coz actually eighth i still got one stupid paper one physics

whch-im -the-only-one-taking in the whole freaking class. .

nothing much to read on that..

so im gona assume my last paper is 1st! muahahah.

bye. dibs.

ftw

2011-05-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

ng sayang juts ask me ftw is wad. fcktheworld loh.
recently im like PMS shit for whole month?
sorry the boyfie.

i don meant to treat u that.
it just get frustrating sometimes.
i get it
you wanna acc family.
no big deal.
but i hope i will not lose faith in you la some how.

my finals are like...NOW.
no mood study today.
like kenzaly say, no mood don study.LOL
so i keep on chasing HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER episodes.
crazy huh

mum keep complaining my dark circles.
wtf wei.
i want one meh.
i suan vry guai dy.
i din clueb i din drink i din stayover. wad the hell babe? wad the hell

emotionally stress out. jying.

i realise i just can cry over some small-touchy thing over the episodes or just some hell of a movie clip.

damn emo. finals is dreadful

but

i lost my motivation.
will gain it back!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just saw a friend's blog. . .
her at US boyf like some kind of cheated on her.
aikx.
u see.
two years i don know can handle not.
u probaly don know i updated this.
coz i don wan u to see this post either.
happy 520 everyone. =D

- mama's day

2011-01-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

hola im back.
he's just gone back 3 days n i miss him like wad. . cham
(wad bout US time -oops)

today maths test we're late an hour. . sorry mr.low!
u're stil my fav lecturer. .
coz the thaipusam thingy that caused penang jam until like hell wei. .

then after maths clss kc dumped us and gone gurney. .
while we "enjoyed" our bio 3 hours lecture
sher waved her hair again to college today. all boys eyes in cafeteria on her dy lo. . .
deng. we 3 beh syok.><... haha

how bout this style? rock chic?

before physics class @ home

mama's imperfect cake with candle holes. (scret receipe's hazelnut cheese -which is damn nice!
still leftovers in da fridge. *wink

my mama. (ignore the eyes. its stil recovering from surgery)

this is kinda nice. wavy hair make us envy!

sher say: sien lorh

xmun: tiao geh look? *jk

oops mabel cant finish again . . skinny peeps

while on the phone with hub. aha. we changed post paid. love ya.

ps: some one sick. stop eating fast food lea. big mac more u will sick more. bleh. <3
next post: hub's bdae celebration. stil waiting him upload pics.
poof ily

- love.

2011-01-13T04:29:00.000-08:00

wee. tomorow he coming. .
bahahah.
two weeks pass damn fast. .
XunHeTan <3

maxi dress!!! . . . althou im thad bit outdated. sigh

my toy poodle. . waiting for his mate(latte my big dog) come home when she ran away. .

aww. .such great friends they are. ==

random in cafeteria

nerdychic.

w/o specs i look. . . pale. ?

lol .we heart maxis

i like boyfriend style recently.

the two at the back of the upper deck of ferry

xmun gorgeous-nya

actually penang has quite a view. C=

they're thking how to climb up. . .

*mabel*me.

what i wore to mum's bdae @ tao.

too lazy to dress recently. .
plus i m quite broke coz of some reason. .
money come my way please. .
i need u!!!

-unlucky

2011-01-11T06:08:00.000-08:00

heartbeat- enrique iglesias feat nicole scherzinger.

both hotties in the song. agree?
feels nice when hear this song at night i think . .
well at least to me. .

11/01/11
9 am.
was talking hong kong with mabel until syok syok. .
suddenly bang. .
accident in centre of bridge, , ,
deng max. .
end up car being towed . . cant drive at all. .
guilty max. .

ps : bio lecturer even pass us on the bridge and saw us. . deng. .

thanks mum who come over and not being mad at me. .
which acc me to polis station lodge report after that. .
super friendly cops i guess thanks to kai ma. = =

swear wasnt going reckless , and must being focus during driving next time. .
it will be awhile until i wan to drive again. .
post accident trauma.lol

last few days mabel accident. then today me . .
hope no one next!!!

and receive bad news. .
bestfie from JSHS..
feng.
bro passsed away. .
condolences. .

was vry worry bout her. .
don break down. . haix.
today unlucky day. .
hope after cny. . all of us will be happy as pie and not gloomy again .

not myself recently. . sick flu car crash all come.
ALL THESE THINGS FASTER GO AWAY~!

- GETAWAY

2011-01-08T08:47:00.000-08:00

i needa getawaay
i wish i could run away from everything/.
slap me someone.
thinkin my A2 makes me wanna run away.,
i dislike physics now
part of it coz the stupid lecturer. . . . . .
KNS man . . plus all sai yang, mel , drop physics
and kc mabel dosent really go into phy class. .
every class left me n david. . wad the heck man .
will bored die and face her. . suicide.

actually dosent really sound that bad. .
just i hate face her now after how she treat us monday

yesterday growing mushrooms at home
beh tahan man. . i cant stay at home. .
i don care so today went out with sher again. .
xmun cant go cause parents don let. . yierrr
miss u xmun >,

went queensbay. . .
shop whole day? sherlyn syok dao. .
buy tons of cny clothes
im kinda broke cause some reason . .
so. just get myself a super cheap top.

chatime in qbay not as good aS pavilion. . .
so i choose starbucks. .
i need that planner i don k!!! LOL.

zomg. who's that chick by rihanna super effing good wei
thks sherlyn
=P
replaying 10th time ady?

i hope i can manage to go out next friday til sunday.
muahahh.

i need get myself many things lea. . .
clothes. (no clothes how cny)
heels( been talkin ages but all i get last week is pair of flats.)
skincare (origins one perhaps? mine moisturizer, toner etc ran out soon )
$$$$ please be my friend

tomorow goin gurney hotel have hi-tea buffet.
after that going gurney AGAIN.
bo huat aunt wan shop . .
hope she'll get me somethin. buahaha. *evil laughs

get mummy F21eariings as bdae presie.
hope she'll like it. * love her ever. =)
maybe i shall consider get her carnashians or bai he hua( forgot english how to say. )

deng.
fyi
i just cause my house all 7 aircond fused. .
noyt my fault actually. i just open aircond. . all fuse. .
consider my fault?

PS: sher say im vry into him liao.hahah
coz i shopping shopping. . saw boys shirt. keep say: this he can wear lo. .
or i will say: should i buy this for him?
haha. happy? sei xun.

XoXo. have a good day. givin this post some old pic.
coz my cam in my room which i cant get now. (at uncles house. )

mature? don laugh. ><

beside on da left: boyfie. back: mabel .right: yours trully.

<3

i don care
i don care gona get myself a maxi dress.
tried so many shops. that blue one da best. .

babe.

2010-12-07T18:48:00.003-08:00

ohh yea. hell yea.
did anyone still come here?
btw. i planning update everyday from today onwards!
woot. . just cooked mushrrom soup for the 3 sisters.

bored at home til max.
jior me out anyone.
i cant be at. or else i'll haev mushrooms all over me. *chuckles*
after 2 weeks of hectic playing and overnights~
officially sick yesterday.
flu again

i wanna be strong as sherlyn . . no sick. = =

trully
its over a month.
u sort of end it and i use mouth to end it with u.
thats not kind of ending we wanted eh?
u wont read ma blog anyway. so i gonna write whatever.
somehow i hope u still owe me an explanation.
cause this is the bumest thing i ever met!
honestly.
i still have feelings for u
but thank god u already left kdu and i wont see u again.
perhaps that helps the healin part.

prays. i wont always on facebook AND check on your profile.
which is it a habit already?
uh-huh ,
i not gonna care how u posted in every close friends walls and write their names out. but for mine.
u din write anythg. just post/ no name also.
grrr. am i not even a friend after one whole year boy.
boy oh boy. u are too far. i cant read ur mind nor your anything anymore.

i wont give up. not a time.
i ll just wait. for u? idk.

hope u'll go batuferringghi with me. which iskind of impossible.

babe.

2010-12-07T18:48:00.001-08:00

thank YOU.

2010-11-16T04:37:00.001-08:00

IT'S ALRIGHT
IT'S OK.
IM SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU

QIAO~
JUST ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW ME
AND IM GONNA ACT LIKE I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.

g6

2010-11-11T21:14:00.000-08:00

cous wedding.

long time ago pic i guess. heheh

lol this vry bps! my college mates.

vain pot of the family

my eyes look like a doe!

ooh i love my sista's expression. cute hor!!!

piggie back thr.

oh yea. im addicted to like a g6
far east movement is the first asian-american band to climb all the way to billboard number one!!!
yay for asians.
btw the girl in the mv is so hot.

im too bored so i luan post pics. ciao~~

i don wanna it over. ?

2010-11-09T23:36:00.000-08:00

well now wei still pain like hell..
recall yesterday 5am. pain til woke, . .
drive mabel xmun ill go college... driving stil pain ...most worst. i cant even stand straight when at bio lab...
really hell of a day for me.
stupid wei feng really ruined my day. .
somemore exam day . . sueh dao,
luckily im with my girls .i love u

one nite k book til 1am. slept then woke by xmun's call.
say call me phone him, something happen. .
yea as usual. he din hear phone. but this worry make me din sleep whole nite.
waw now i only know i can worry someone that much.
although i knw its maybe a small thing.

yea until last night
finally get a picture bout wad happened.
maybe i should accept that,
he's just not that into u.

LOL

after next fri.
im gonna try the new hair colour( more red ,yay!)
shop loads of bags and shoes and clothes .
new me.

hope that everytin wiill be ok.
i don wan my road to be any bumpier. cheers.
and Oops i miss him badly now.

when did normal become a dirty word?!

2010-11-06T18:49:00.000-07:00

hey ho its a bright sunday morn.\
but somethin ruined my study mood.
like totally.
blame it on his profile.
ishhhh.

yea that bug stil wont reply me.
hmmph.
getting furious.
go on just time out.
just dissapear. im pissed.

yea maybe im normal.
normal means diff world?
i dont know.
hope i AM more,

i tend to get serious-like-too-serious in relationships.
which is not a good thg.
and this time its diff. we don contact everyday.
a change? HAHA.
SO LONG FOR NOW.
TATA GOIN BFAST IM STARVIN/. HOHOHO

shut up and listen

2010-10-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

ohh la la.
has been 10 solid months in my 2010;

exam period....
what worries me most/. my face!!!!!!!!!!!
late sleep/...... then face kns.
after exam. i will put mask eeryday i think....
my face is my babe. lol

rofl.
when a guy say he cant forget his 1st.
i shouldnt have trust he will treat me well
but
i kinda love the concept. he not soso serious so i ma not soso serious too laaaaaaaaaa.
crap.
btw.i still din ask bug about wad happen to the first .
imma bad mood now.
stupid crappy mood.
maybe thats why i don wanna get in a relationship.
don have enough faith yet.

my girls. with me arent you?

i just don wanna get hurt anymore.

basically . .

2010-07-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

saw a quote on fb.
basically, pretty much,sometimes, sort of, you're always on my mind.

hmm. . .
lotsa stuff happenning here.
aint gonna talk bout it.
guess keep it to myself is the best

my trials are approaching.
tests coming more frequent.
kill me.
hard la wei....
who call i stupid go take till 5 subjects.
* =S *
well. hope for the best.

maybe there IS miracle. maybe .
first thing i woke up is remind myself of smiling, and it makes my day.
till i get lost again. bye. loves/

confessions.

2010-06-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

- darn u. y im so hard getting over u.

.....!!!!!!!

emooooooooo ........

gona wait spain later.. go babe! =))))

just wana blog

2010-06-04T23:47:00.000-07:00

oh yea. hooked on to katy perry's california gurls.
' . . . .

that nite didn't sleep, been chatting with the guys .
melvin kc tee hwai.
talked random bout boys n gurls.
just wana say.thanks guys.
u make me a clearer picture on something i wana asked so long
it dosent matter now.
i know its normal to a boy to 'break-up' wit the girlfriend by dont faace it n just let it cold till everybody else assume its over.
yea its ok for a boy to do that.
but,did the heck know that it hurts those girl damn much than talking break up in front straight away?
what kind of guy is that!
dont even dare face what it is.
hurt ma hurt lo. dont need no jiao dai d ma.

lol. duno wad i talking?
nvm
just hope that particular guy n other guys wun do this to their girl
advise; if u think it didnt work out already,just tell the gurl,dont be such a "coward"

because u dont have any idea how much it hurts to that girl that assuming there is stil a relationship with U ...

speechless.

i love emo posts.
duno y.
forgive me.
just hear me crap.

...beside the beach: kc ask me.
y i stil wan like a guy lidat.
i answer: I DUNO.like ma like lo.rite? i din cal he like me pun.
kc said, well u know its not going to work out n being a good part he dosent wana couple back.
i said: hell yea. but u cant let me forget sum1 instantly...

deep thinking whn i gaze over the sea.
warm fellings with the colege buddies.
u all are superb. XOXO.

hah. that nite go play left 4 dead. play til forget time. sot deeeee.

btw,gossip girl season 3 finished!....T>T..n chuck has been shot . dont die please.= =
i love chuck mia.
im also a gleek recently. so love them. thay sing thay dance they make out with each other.lol
whats not to love?

coming soon.

2010-05-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

so sudden felt wanna blog.
OMG. tanruirui birthday tomorow.
i didnt prepare a freaking thg pun.

hmm. headpain-ing.

exam ...coming real soon.
im not in study mood yet neh.
shyt.

just back from e n o with mum .we 2 go eat buffet.
hehes. so satisfied now.
btw...
i really can;t tahan people keep take relationship-break-up thingy to PUBLISIZE...
i mean...come on. break mar break lor. single ma single lo.
need text everyone in your contact or not..

okay i admit i once upon a time have such symptoms. that is felt wana tel whole world HE broke with me.
but now think tiok i also felt stupid.
come on
single so what.
don;t need tell whole world d mar.
then now she's with another A-W-E-S-O-M-E boyf already.
*this i admit really super good looking. hehes.
just. i cant tahan people who like publisize everythg. y u c k.

last week they all went matriks already.
okay i miss them.i miss him. hmm. crush so what.
ma si aneh nia.

yesterday with sharel go see of titans. AGAIN.
tomorow with liye thm go see robin. yew.
spotted a dress in MANGO.
spotted sale in dorothy perkins.
spotted mary-janes & a bag at charles and keith.
can i go shopping? hehes. will treat myself something after exam.
maybe i will get all of them.muahaha.

yea im spoilt in shopping. but. yet. which girl dosen;t?
smileys are my favourite nowadays.
=))
hearts everyone. imma desperate.

what a girl wants

2010-03-26T02:49:00.000-07:00

stupify.
phew.
pass 1 week in hospital.
end of waking up at 6.30 in the morning.......
BUT......still has to wake at 8 sth...
wth

is just as bad...
i love to sleep larh.dun lidat torture me. = =
back my college awile just now.
its so hot.
behtong whn driving.

met scott again in there.n also christtine n wilson.
nice ppl~hee

sis going to honkkong,mum going to korea.
while im stuck in little penang

double sigh.

tomorow have classes. after that take mum to airport.
mum rmb buy chocopie for me. ^^
my dear yunpei bdae next week.
unfortunately i have a whole week of monthly test.
no way going bec here to celebrate with her.
triple sigh

aikx.sth to get my nerves going: mummy wanted to buy a new phone for me!
miracle!!!!
never thought she finally asked.
hehe. no idea i want which.

going bath now.
good luck to me kay!29th will know get jpa interview or not...
i hope can la.
bt i know is vry less chance. ...for not str8 a's students.
but must have faith in myself rite?

seriously. i miss someone. while i know u wun ever know.
nah its impossible. knew it. bye ppls

just crapping.

- BAD?

2010-02-25T23:32:00.000-08:00

WAO.
saw my friend's blog.
thk saying me bah...

i not lidat d person nah....
real.
just i very qi guai d.....
i reply with mood mar.
sorry yar.

dun knw hurt u boh.

i got that bad meh?

.....................i tot everybody lidat d mar.

*emo talking finish.*

last few day went shop with my kaima.*loves her.
haha.
i din get anythg btw.....
just window shop again.......

so wu liao huh my post.
hu cares. haha

am talking nonsence now.

original photo.boh edit eh

took whn poppy cum in my room to wake me up..

cuddles~

haha.

sakae's yee shang damn ho ciak neh..

im never a fan of yee shang. thou.been ages since touch it.

*slurrps.

dato loh jin rui n dato yong.(kaima)

haha......beh tong my sis.

say she oso a dato,same as kaima...= =

and OH.22ND NAN YANG newspaper got my kaima in tou ban.

hahaha

her interview is in a6.

so yeng huh.

i wan to be in tou ban too.T.T

lastly.wishes my ama healthy everyday.

she's getting older these days.

xim tia.

left frew years spend with her only.............

i love her. =)

kaboom -

2010-02-19T20:05:00.000-08:00

lil sis

hola peoples.

yesterday had a talk with a friend .

mysterious?

i am mysterious?

hmm/./// is ths me?haha

btw

hapyy cny every1/

alreaDY chu 6 noh.

everybody ang pow take enough already?

sighs....now at home really bored.

7 days in a roll 1st time sit at home for almst half day le~

i wan go out.....

wee.

my ah ruu bec alredy this morning.

miss*

gona c her next month~

EXCITED.

about d wedding.

i got my 2 dresses.

nearly rm4XX.exp?cheap?

just hope it will turn out good with heels n hair-do n make up.

haha.(u know i m short.)/

just short post/

gona out tonite.byee~

goood day fellas~

2010-02-15T08:09:00.000-08:00

today
standing at airport...
i was thking something ...

yea,mayb i thought too much again
but.
everything is possible.haha

dun k wad i said...just trying to express my feelings.
hmm
taking dis week to meet up as many friends as possible~
guys n gals i miss u all~haha

bridesmaid day coming soon..
what to wear at night!!!@_@
2 gowns for 2 nights..
hav less than 1 month...
gotta shop for it asap

went queens today and get my toes hurt by those heels~
never wear heels to shop again~
arh tomorow going mun's n meet up wit sum friends~
hope its a pleasant day.
hmm.

uoy ssim.

aiks

happy cny ~~~~~~~~! everyone~

i look sooo chubby fatty at dis pic huh.

hoo -rar.

2010-02-09T04:46:00.000-08:00

look so 70's in the pic .

y i open my blog again?
IDK ...

just syok syok la.

am in mum's office now..so freaked out bored.

shud i goo veggie too?
ann today eat vege only~make me felt guilt eating d fishball.
lol.

woots. i miss home now..
yet again heard fr mum sis say miss me.
wahaha.i kind of miss her..just idk y whenever i went home,

we sure argue....
n she was like shouting somethg :
"d best u go bec hostel n never come back again!"
which broke me into tears sometimes..
*sensitive* ishh.
this whole routine just repeat every week...

so goin home gud or bad?
hmm. i stil don konw d ans.haha

btw,i really need a new bag.
a small one a big one.
gonna get tht one i saw at accesorize that day when i go kl next week

ciaos ppl.